Saying No to Reincarnation is your only Ticket out of the 3-D Duality Matrix By Mohsen Paul Sarfarazi, Ph.D.

A Personal Introduction:

• I lost my wife on February 26, 2014.
• She was only 53.
• She was extremely unhappy, suffering, and worrying throughout the years I had known her.
• At the same time, she was an angel as an angel of God could be: ever loving, generous, non-confrontational, quiet, and also seemed very placid.
• Yet, inside, she was very unhappy, ever unsatisfied, always with a dark cloud hanging on her head, not respecting or appreciating herself.
• She was a true natural healer, and dedicated almost her entire life taking care of patients or other people, without expecting much for compensation or otherwise.
• Especially, during the last 10-15 years of her life, she acted as though she was destined to give people salvation, and love.
• Her ‘mission’ became more and more transparent to her in later years, as though she was only to do one thing in this life: being a healer and caretaker.
• She was an ophthalmologist and an eye surgeon.
• From the first moment I met her, she talked about wanting to become a doctor.
• She was just over 20 years of old at the time.
• And, detecting her tremendous ‘need’ to fulfill such a desire or mission, I dedicated my whole life to try to bring this wish come true, with utmost support, sincerity, and resolved intent, taking care of the children and everything else I could do to relive her from such burdens in life.
• I followed her everywhere she needed to go or be to fulfill her educational and career commitments or goals.
• I tried to be a father, a friend, an adviser, a source of encouragement, and all I had to be to accomplish this role.
• I am now convinced that I must have had a contract, a life’s mission to act as a supporter, a cheerleader, and facilitator to realize her dream for this mission to come to reality.
• I say this because I was actually always a highly ambitious person, an extreme hard worker, unafraid of anything to make things transpire or manifest.
• And, I believe my extreme self-confidence and self-respect was detrimental and essential to blending of our energies to effect a successful outcome; in this respect, our educations.
• However, contrary to her, I never felt ‘needy’ to prove to myself or others of exactly who or what I was capable of doing.
• For this reason, soon after completing my Ph.D. totally independently and under the most possible harshest and sever conditions, and after securing positions at highly respected educational and research establishments, I decided to retire myself from such endeavors and attend to my wife and my family.
• I think my contract mission was be a dedicated husband, father, as well as an educator.
• At the same time, this mission taught me invaluable lessons.
• Through my education, I closely came across uncontrolled ego [exhibited by my x-Ph.D. adviser], who utterly disgusted me to a point I clearly understood the darkness and futility of ego and false pride.
• Soon after, I came face to face with ugly, hateful, jealous sentiment of a colleague who deeply found my presence in the department as a clear threat and extreme source of discomfort to him.
• The lesson soon learned was that pitiful, strong feelings of envy expressed by this individual [also historically] was the clear indication for the reason for his bad health, and his expressions of ever neurotic behavior, and miserable, intense, almost fearful, insolent arrogance.
• He had recently lost a grave battle [purportedly initiated by him] for not being appointed as a department head, which had made him even more bitter.
• Despite my attempt, no amicable relation could have been achieved in the department with him.
• I came face to face with the pitiful dreads of envy and the apparent severe consequences of its internal sufferings.
• On the other hand, as the baby of the family, and a favorite of my father for his perpetual announcement of his pride and respect for my ‘thoughtfulness intellect,’ I was often labeled as ‘spoiled’ by my siblings.
• Through my devotion to my wife and my children, I got a first-hand experience in learning and expressing unconditional love that was so much a requisite of the mutual soul contract with my wife.
• Soon after getting married and later on, when we started to have children, my own siblings expressed tremendous amazement as to my ability to be a loving husband and father, and constantly made fuss about “how I had changed.”
• Of course, personally, I never did at the time, nor I still believe that I was ever anything different, as they later continuously described me to be a “wife-loving” or “dedicated,” parent, etc.
• I always thought they never knew me WITHIN well enough to ‘judge’ me.
• They were reacting to a fact that I was always a very happy individual, and the fact that I always made everyone laugh, was the indication for me being a self-indulgent individual whose only purpose was to have a good time and not take things seriously.
• Although, this latter point was also bizarre, because I have always been very serious and resolved in intent for carrying out what I wanted, desired or believed in WITHIN.
• Only, I did not make a federal case about it.
• I loved life and I loved people, and I always strived to make everyone happy.
• This is far from being shallow [!], or not responsible [!], serious, or deserving of just being labeled “happy-go-lucky.”
• In any case, I think if you are “happy-go-lucky,” then you have a gift in life, not to be taken against you.
• And, in this day and age, it is a blessing.
• I am now trying to revert back to this attitude and characteristic in life.
• Unfortunately, it all changes, as you grow up to be witness to negativeness, deceits, unhappiness, and all that eventually cause you to be energetically fed upon.
• It is the designed construct of duality.
• It operates under the disguise of “University of Duality,” yet its purpose has far more grave consequences than experimentation, gaining experience, and education.
• The author is of the belief that duality might have been purposed by the divine beings of light and units of consciousness of the Source, the Prime Creator, however, it is yet another principle that has been abused and invested upon in an evil fashion for selfish gains by our captors.
• The author believes that being prisoners of a gilded cage adorned with ‘things,’ gadgets, and technology, promoting materialism to a point of illusion that it is the only way of life and essential for our survivability, has made us forget the true nature of ourselves and the true purpose for being sentient divine entities in the first place, and that we are being tricked and misled, abused, in order to be energetically fed upon.
• We are all conditioned to believe that this is the norm and that we are alone in the universe, and survival comes at the severe cost of deprivation and suffering.
• The eons of misinformation, disinformation and secrecy has culminated in the age of psychological bondage via the noose of ‘want,’ ‘need,’ and financial slavery via introduction of the concept of money.
• And, our keepers and slave drivers have become so bold and uninhibited to the point that the fundamental essential rules of the money game are no longer observed.
• The concept of money was initially introduced to replace commodities backed upon by precious metals like gold, silver, platinum, palladium, etc., which no longer are present in the vaults of banks, federal reserves, and other financial forums created, owned, and controlled by our slave drivers and prison wardens.
• All there is our ‘promise to pay’ and promise to honor.
• Without our cooperation or intent to contract, the whole financial system devised by our banker-keepers will collapse, with nothing else to show for it.
• To the best of my knowledge, I have never succumbed to greed, or obtaining a voracious appetite for ‘things.’
• By concentrating my attention on my wife and our children, I managed to retreat from any notion of ‘chasing the buck,’ which still seems to be the primary or sole purpose for existence by many others, to this date!
• Although my wife initially did not exactly know the reason for her obsession: education, distinction, prosperity, or just SERVICE at the time, she became more and more loving to her patients, and more compelled to fulfill a role, which progressively she became more and more haunted with it.
• Contrary to other surgeons, trying to form cataract mills, lining up patients in an assembly line, racking and packing money as a result of the fruits of their business entrepreneurship, she progressively spent more and more time with her patients.
• She even became the subject of complaint or controversy by her own staff who were witnessed to countless patients waiting to see her in the office’s waiting room.
• Some patients eventually stopped coming to her, but many stuck to her like glue.
• I heard many times from the waiting room patients who upsettingly shouted at others [mostly newer patients], who were complaining for the amount of time they had to endure to wait to see the doctor saying: “if you want unconditional love and quality service stay around, otherwise just leave or keep quiet.”
• When she passed on in February 2014, I received countless personal calls from patients deeply destitute from her departure, saying “what are we now to do that she has gone? Who can we go to now?”
• I still get calls or am witnessed to incidences that people break down and cry because of her passing.
• Anyway, such was Dr. Faith Ann Sarfarazi.

       

     The Paradigm of Life in on this Duality-Based Earth

• I am convinced without a shadow of a doubt that we all have a mission, a purpose to fulfill prior to reincarnating in this duality infested 3-D prison.
• It is all done through intent and so to speak signing up contracts to fulfill such roles or missions prior to reincarnation.
• We are free-willed divine light beings and no one can ever force us to do what we do not want to do.
• It is a gift bestowed upon us by our Source, the Supreme Prime Creator.
• It is irrevocable and it cannot be tampered with.
• No one can interfere with our gift of sovereignty but ourselves.
• We must agree to what is to transpire and no bondage, force, demand, threat, or direct suppression can veto our right of Free Will.
• Unfortunately, however, we apparently could be easily duped and swindled through misinformation, disinformation, lies and deceit.
• And, being innocent, trusting, and somewhat naive beings of light, prone to benevolence, love, creativity and productivity in favor of the good, we are particularly vulnerable to such trickery and swindle.
• Unfortunately, the parasitic vampires that prey upon our divine energies in order to sustain themselves, have no soul, conscience, or divinity.
• Thus they cannot replenish themselves through natural light of consciousness as we do.
• They, therefore, believe in one doctrine and one only, which is survival.
• And, they strive to achieve this survivability through whatever means possible.
• They have absolutely no conscience to distinguish good from evil, just from unjust, or right from wrong.
• They know that fear, anger, anxiety, jealousy, greed, and all low-chakra traits are energetically dissipative to us.
• In order to feed on us, they need to provoke distress and accentuate these dissipative low chakra traits in us.
• Therefore, they have concocted a program of duality for us, which is based upon principle of polarity, being composed of two poles, one good and one bad.
• And, by increasing the odds to favor bad or evil, they can benefit from us through our auric bleeding, thus providing a means for them to fulfill their mission as parasitic energetic vampires.
• So the first lesson for bringing your ascension to reality is to educate yourself about what is really going on regarding your reincarnation on this duality-infested program of reality set in motion for you.
• Remember this and guard this knowledge with utmost intentional resolute forming a strong and deep belief system within so you are privy to this information when you pass on.
• Then at the time of physical death in your current body and passing through the light reaching what appears to you as afterlife, be very discerning, remember your knowledge obtained by yourself in this reincarnation, and do not moronically fall for any dog and pony show regarding possibly having reached freedom in afterlife by impostors masquerading you as your long lost family advising you about your need to immediately reincarnate back on earth in order to ‘finish what you did not complete while you were on 3-D physical earth” or because you need to “clean and cleans yourself from karma that you incurred while present on earth.”
• First of all, life on earth is not intended to be caught in a loop with a frenzy cycle of death and immediate reincarnation.
• It was devised and intended to take place by you and you only [your Higherself] as an occasional excursion for you to be enlightening during its entire progression while on earth, leading to new experimentation and learning.
• Furthermore, it was never intended by you, nor it had a requisite to immediately return to earth through reincarnation.
• Free souls often choose eons and eons prior to returning to a particular planet re-experiencing the sojourns of life that may be even inter-related to their past experiences.
• The Universal Law of Cause and Effect was put in place firstly in order keep the units of consciousness of the Prime Creator [us] at bay, safeguarding them from getting astray or lost [see author’s other papers on the subject of karma].
• Furthermore, the law was intended to safeguard against repeated mischief and abuse of others by giving the culprit the opportunity to return in the form of reincarnation to ‘taste’ the sojourns of the abused in order to fully understand the concept in question and get a first-hand knowledge and understanding of the ramification of such choice or conduct.
• So, the first worthy lesson you could and should learn during the present course of your reincarnation on earth is to REMEMBER NOT TO REINCARNATE BACK ON EARTH AGAIN.
• You can start working on any ‘real’ residual karma developed and stored within your soul presently on earth and clear and cleanse yourself readily without any need for reincarnation and purported “correcting the errors of your past and present lives.”
• Also consider the fact that some of the karma imposed upon you are false and planted within you by the gatekeepers of the parasitic energy vampire who currently have held you in bondage.
• If you deeply feel bad about yourself, if you do not love yourself, if you have chronic ‘guilt consciousness,’ and if you cannot just feel at ease with yourself, always worrying about what you cannot pin point, and especially if you have the delusion of having some sort of emotional, mental, or physiological problem leading you to think there is something mentally wrong with you without any rhyme or reason, then most definitely you suffer from dark implants that constantly keeps you alert and dissatisfied.
• Some people feel they are possessed by demons.
• However, there is no hell, and there are no demons as such as has been programmed on us through religion, believing on an illusion concept of god that is far from reality and truth.
• But, there are parasites that feed upon you constantly.
• And, if you are a victim of the plague of self-loading, or deep fear of what lurks within you, or if you feel you have bio-logical endocrine dis-functioning problems, or you have fear of having mental disorder or imbalance giving you HIGHS and LOWS, then you definitely have parasitic implants.
• And, you are being constantly watched by parasitic vampiric creatures that feed on you on and on.
• When you are not being attacked, you feel good and may even feel HIGH as the relieved sensation of not being parasitically fed upon is very refreshing and most welcomed by you.
• You feel joy and you feel free and you readily express such sensations.
• On the contrary, when you are fed upon, your aura deflates, you feel drastically different, and you cannot understand yourself, especially when you feel so much in contrast to before, when you were in the HIGH [or actually normal] state of yourself.
• The author, being very ‘feeling’ or ‘sensible’ and ‘emotionally and energetically alert’ and vibrant by nature, has been plagued by the extreme sense of emotions the humanity can experience.
• Some are experienced directly by him, many are discerned by observing others.
• And, it is true, our genetic DNA structure is very rich in sensing a wide spectrum of emotional frequencies.
• And, this is why we make very good prey victims for the energetic vampires that control and imprison us.
• They have changed our genetic structure to be especially prone to fear and anxiety.
• This sensation is biologically in place through our endocrine system and gets stimulated through thought frequency by readily releasing the hormones of anxiety and fear.
• And, as it was said, our energetic vampires are always close by, watching their flock.
• They have perfected their skills as invaders of thought through stimulus of psychic attacks.
• When we are unhappy, angry, or under the spell of a low-chakra energetic stimulus, these energy parasites move in and amplify and promote these sensations in us, dropping us in ‘pits’ that trap us further, propelling us in a circle or vortex of discontent and unhappiness to a point that we keep thinking and thinking and continue with such futile energy-draining activities that soon even we cannot control or stop.
• SO THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON IS TO GUARD YOUR AURA WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT WHILE YOU ARE ON EARTH AND DO NOT FALL FOR DISSIPATIVE IMPULSES AND EMOTIONS THAT LEAD TO DEPLETION OF YOUR DIVINE ENERGIES STORED WITHIN YOUR AURA.
• This means, avoid fear or anxiety at all cost.
• And, evade anger, prejudice, and anything that leads to conflict.

 

     More on my Personal Experiences

• Shortly after I met my wife, she began telling me about getting to such “thought circles” that she did not know how to get out of or control.
• Being a highly ‘feeling’ or sensitive person that she was, she exemplified a typical individual who simply was particularly concerned or cautious not to hurt others, particularly my wife, to one completely slave to my wife’s delicate feelings, particularly at the end, before she passed on.
• I started talking to her almost continuously about spirituality, about our paradigm of reality, about our anticipated ascension, etc. etc., often taking her on spiritual trips and meetings.
• This occurred from January 2012 to February 2014, when she passed on.
• Although it did not make her jump on a band wagon, buying into the New Age spirituality, she did start to change drastically but progressively.
• After all, she believed in me beyond a shadow of doubt, and felt I would never indulge in hypocrisy, or superstition, and anything I believed in was intelligent, to say the least.
• Although being born into a Mennonite Christian family, she was always appalled by religion and never subscribed to its doctrine.
• After all, religion had brought her extreme grief, especially when she married me [a non-Christian] that led to her family initially ‘shunning’ her mercilessly, and in a most ignorant prejudicial fashion.
• She was equally cautious and skeptical about ‘channellers’ and self-proclaimed spiritual gurus.
• Never the less, she accompanied me on my spiritual trips graciously and lovingly.
• During the last year of her life she became progressively more and more quiet, often wanting to sleep more and more.
• She lost interest in almost every aspect of 3-D life.
• To cite an example, she would not even look at the checks she was getting in her name, telling me “that is all for you, I do not want it.”
• This attitude was quite strange as we always had joint accounts and there were never a distinction between what was hers or mine.
• I unmistakably understood from her, in a crystal clear fashion, that when she was saying “that is for you” she meant “I have nothing to do with money or this duality-infested 3-D life.”
• She began falling sleep at a drop of a hat during most of days when she was not working, while spending her time with the family.
• She would suddenly fall asleep at the dinner table or on the couch.
• Even when she was cooking, she would fall sleep with utensils in her hand, while standing by the stove, which made me feel very concerned about her.
• And, cooking for me became almost her entire interest in life.
• She would often stand in front me in a very ‘serving’ fashion, asking me “what would you want to eat?”
• Since I am a vegetarian she was extremely concerned about feeding me “protein.”
• She finally persuaded me more and more to start eating sea food.
• She would go to the market/grocery stores and purchase the most expensive lobster, crab, shrimp, fish and such, and would gloat in bringing them home, and would start cooking them.
• And, then lovingly, she would serve them to me in extremely generous portions.
• She used to often fall completely asleep deeply, and it was getting progressively more and more difficult to awaken her.
• It was as though she loved to sleep.’
• It gave her a sense of great calm and tranquility.
• Furthermore, she was often conversing with someone during sleep.
• It seemed as if someone was ‘guiding’ her or having a meeting conference with her.
• The amazing thing was that she would sometime open her eyes and even stand up when I was shouting and trying to get her attention.
• Then, immediately, she would express utter confusion as if she did not know where she was.
• I knew that she was conferring with someone of higher power, most likely her HIGHERSELF.
• However, this seemed to progress sub-consciously while she was in dream state.
• She would have discussed her dreams with me, if they were, indeed, just dreams.
• She knew how curious I always was about afterlife, dream state sub- consciousness, spirituality, etc.
• But, I think she had no recollection of her subconscious activities.
• Sometimes it would feel as if she was being secretive or could not divulge the proceedings of her dream state.
• But to think that she actively and consciously would keep things from me is unthinkable.
• I thought at the time, and now, I am convinced that she was being coached by her HIGHERSELF to get out of duality-infested earth.
• She suffered throughout her life from this dark cloud always hanging over her head, agonizing about her purported lack of self-assurance, or being unworthy, and the ridiculous notion that she might have had some sort of mental disorder making her always less than happy, or the fear of dementia happening to her later in her years.
• I know that she was constantly being fed upon energetically.
• And, being a person who was initially very positive minded, who never suspected charlatans, or anything bad intended [including the system of government] in this duality-infested 3-D physicality earth, she was often subjected to swindle by self-indulgent, self-promoting individuals who preyed on her decidedly and often pronounced or acknowledged her as being “good nature.”
• She also hated conflict.
• In her earlier years, right after we got married, she sometimes referred to me as the “prophet of doom” for saying anything that might have insinuated the bitter taste of reality.
• But this all seemed to be controversial to her, always saying she did not want to hear anything bad happening ever.
• Of course, this attitude completely changed later in her life, culminating with the last year of her life, where she had completely waken up after being subjected to tremendous swindle and financial hardship innocently, having their origin both with individuals and our legal and governmental system affecting everything from healthcare, insurance, real estate, investments, etc.
• She always had a problem with independence, and this is why she never wanted to involve me with the daily affairs of her medical business.
• And, of course, I had my own things to do or concern myself with.
• As a result, her business and its financial affairs suffered more and more through abuse and miss-use by others, and by not having the adequate time or desire to effectively deal with the issues at hand.
• I vividly recall the statement that my wife finally made with apparent sincerity and heart-felt intent by saying “I should have left the business and everything to you to take care of me!”
• And, of course, as I am totally convinced now, it was within our mutual contract agreement prior to our reincarnation that I let her have an independent life experience not just as a wife, but as a totally free and independent professional female.
• I think she must have been tired of being a ‘kept female,’ conforming to wishes and rules of a masculine-infested society in her previous lifetimes.
• Although she was utterly respectful and proud of me as a husband and an individual, it was so important for her to ‘make’ it on her own.
• And, I believe my intent was to become a loving father closely nurturing, educating, and up-bringing our three children, which continues to this date, despite the fact that all three of them are now full adults.
• We stayed together for over 34 years, and endured all the hardship that this duality-infested life brought us, especially escalating during the last decade of our earthly life together.
• I always had nothing to prove and wanted neither fame nor fortune.
• As I have always believed in divine education and consciousness expansion as the first priority in existence, I completed my Ph.D. independently and with flying colors, and I initially engaged in a professional life as a university professor and researcher, but the urge of fatherhood and obliging to the contract of being a supporting husband soon took over.
• This was accelerated especially through learning firsthand about the futility and ugliness of ego, false self-pride, as well as envy and competition and not feeling love, peace, and good for others.
• And, I have never believed in the concept of “survival of the fittest,” nor have submitted to being ‘judged’ by others.
• For a long time, since the departure of my wife, I wondered if she ascended or reincarnated again here or elsewhere.
• I always equated ascension with obtaining spiritual mastery while in 3-D.
• As my wife was not a devoted lightworker or spiritual avant-garde, I thought she might have not ascended.
• The further complication of her being good natured and a believer in good, makes her a viable target for becoming a prey easily.
• Furthermore, her sad and puzzling belief of not ever feeling courageous, or bold, strongly trusting in herself, her capabilities, and her divinity, renders her being a strong candidate for being a prey or victim.
• Thus, for quite sometimes I have believed that she might have not ascended, especially that she did not invest in becoming a spiritual master on earth, and thus as a default she might have reincarnated back on earth.
• However, I am beginning to believe that it is not the case.
• Her apparent, consistent deliberations with her HIGHERSELF or any other true divine source while asleep, together with her strong ‘letting go’ of this 3-D physicality without having any obvious depression in the common definition of the word, guides me to believe that she was rescued by her HIGHERSELF from this prison for her tremendous suffering WITHIN while on earth.
• She was obviously energetically drained beyond imagination.
• And, all this was the result of her self-doing and no help given on this earth that came from myself or any other could have remedied the problem.
• God knows I tried to make her happy for over 33 years.
• I constantly reminded her how beautiful she indeed was, and how talented she was [she had a beautiful operatic voice and she played several instruments among other things], and I constantly was a source of encouragement for her to get her through her education and professional endeavors.
• And, I think finally something divine happened.
• She met her HIGHERSELF in her dream state.
• During this last year of her life, she progressively became totally oblivious to life on 3-D earth.
• However, except for minor back problems, she was healthy and very much intellectually intact.
• She progressively retreated from 3-D life on earth by resorting to and having comfort in sleep.
• Miraculously, she stopped worrying about everything, particularly her financial affairs, leaving it completely to me.
• She became more and more calm, and collected.
• She stopped pondering about herself that she felt guilty of this and that, that she was not happy about herself, that she did not believe in herself or she was not self-assured, etc. etc.
• In contrast, she started seeing herself as a good loving mother as well as a loving wife [that most definitely she was], and possibly a good doctor [although bragging was always out of character with her]; she stopped judging herself, appeared being much bolder, and started to openly express herself and acknowledge the reality of this duality-infested life.
• She was not pleased with life and what was happening on the planet, but she did not express anger or disgust or any negative emotions that would be deterrent to her auric health or integrity.
• She appeared to be more and more happy with herself.
• She became more and more placid, becoming more and more emotionally independent, and appeared to become less of a ‘needy’ person, and became sovereign, not asking for affection or emotional assurance.
• The latter characteristics were very dominant in her in our earlier life, and the very reason she was so loved by everyone.
• Almost every patient received a hug from her prior to leaving the office.
• And they always came for more and more of the same.
• I also always noticed that like an angel, she always felt out of place living on earth, and was trying very hard to ‘fit’ in, and to be effective or productive here.
• I generally do not believe that anything divine, of sudden, would come down to earth to give us salvation from this prison.
• It must happen by us, and by us only.
• However, if we were to believe that angels only reincarnate on 3-D earth once, then it make sense that she was finally rescued from this duality infested earth.
• However, this incidences are rare and one should not put a trust in them as a sure way of our salvation from this prison.
• The best strategy is again to:

REMEMBER WHAT IS HAPPENING ON EARTH NOW AND NEVER REINCARNATE HERE AGAIN!

see also by the author:

http://multidimensional-consciousness.tripod.com/webonmediacontents/3%20Reincarnation.pdf

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